12/28/2017

this year is about to end



  • if you followed my previous instagram account, you may or may not have seen my post dated january 3 that i have accepted the 'stay alive' challenge. y'know, sad kids.
  •  i bid goodbye to my internet name, lockhart, by which i mean i changed all my usernames on social media.
  • this was also the month i began to teach for grade 7.
  • i went to boybandph's concert with reyn.


  • i created a new instagram account, instead of deleting all my posts in my previous one. this account is a tribute to who i once was.
  • celebrated mom's birthday
  • had my braces removed
  • finished 50hrs of teaching + my final demo teaching, success!




  • i said i'll never create facebook again but... i needed to earn.
  • i submitted a before i die entry for germ magazine and they featured it.
  • grad ball! also awarded as top 6 for our mock board exam, and coffee night with friends
  • finally, graduation!!








  • i finished the best tvseries--skins!
  • i bleached my hair 3x, dyed it pink, cut it, dyed it brown
  • celebrated sid's bday
  • went to dad's tomb on his bday
  • got my third ink, a gift from sid. it's the serotonin, hormone responsible for producing happiness feeling
  •  also, i got a friend from the opposite side of the world, costa rica, and we would talk everyday and show each other's place. (too bad he's MIA now)
  • the president declared martial law
  • my friends and i registered for PRC for the board exam



  • nicole, sid, and i went swimming and went to visit the sunflower garden
  • i had my first job interview
  • got my first job in a company


  • work place is approx. 4hrs away from home so i had to rent an apartment // getting lost and found
  • news about chester bennington was all over the internet :(


  • not so eventful, just the teambuilding. atleast what i remember


  • i bought a domain, gayleleysa.com. (but will soon expire though, my card will soon expire)
  • i resigned from work because..
  • i took the board exam with confidence and faith only. lol
  • movie date with my friends, daf and george. we watched IT. i'm not a fan of horror films so i was shouting everytime


  • visited purrbox cafe and met super cute cats! also fed them.
  • the time of my life, mayday parade concert. also getting lost in the streets of cubao
  • spent the night with george at our fave hangout place, mcdo sta. ana
  • sid and paula visited me at home with jollibee take out
  • my grandpa got hospitalized
  • chill with friends at zaldy's and sleepover at glory's

  • the month when i've only seen mom five times
  • binge-watched pinoy chick flicks and indie films
    • i'm drunk, i love you
    • baka bukas
    • camp sawi
    • vince, kath, and james
    • love you to the stars and back
    • Into The Wild
    • Wild
    • On The Road
    • i've forgotten the others sorry
  • month i've drunk lots of alcohol, lmao
  • i also opened a new blogsite for all my love poems and whatnot ew

  • alcohol detox month
  • its my 21st bday
  • wishlist granted!
  • shoot andy for her dedication
  • shoot chikoy for his christening
  • shoot jaynel for sunnies
  • family bonding at london beach resort
  • chill with friends at marilyn's place + sleepover
  • oath taking at davao city
  • leysa 9th family reunion
things that made me feel something:

album: melodrama
artist: lorde
music: liability - lorde
film: into the wild
book: veronika decides to die - paulo coelho
food: turks!
drink: cold white brew by bo's coffee (seasonal)
place: boracay <3


adieu 2017.

the year of becoming.

a lot has happened, thus, a lot has changed; many things arrived, too soon, many has left.
it has been harsh but it has been a great journey. the important parts are the lessons learned:


  • it doesn't matter how little you receive, what's important is how much you've given not in terms of quantity but of intensity--err, you get it.


  • it's okay if you don't like what other people like, and it's okay if you like things other people don't like. there's no point in taste-shaming. most people will always have something to say but 'your' people will understand why you like things, without necessarily liking them too.



  • people, no matter how much you love them or how much they tell you they love you, will leave. let them. free your heart.


  • in your whole life, the most important thing is yourself. you don't deserve to be a second priority. you can study anytime, you can find other work, you can see your friends next time, your mental health should always be put first.


  • many people will doubt about your dreams, your ideas, yourself even. as much as possible, keep it all to yourself and own your results. they will soon ask for advise. they will soon tell other people how they met you.

2017 has been the platform of my visions and ideas, i figured out what i really want in life and what i'd do with it so i'm going to enter 2018 with the right mindset, and no more 'i-don't-know-what-to-do' attitude.

i love new year, to me, it means you have another chance to change your life. so do something about it.

life is always a matter of waiting for the right moment to act.

then do it.

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